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1. |
Byatesa's Coming (Intro)
00:35
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Hey Sanyu
It's Dad
Please call me back
Thank you
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2. |
Lost in LA (LiLA)
05:09
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You think you know my city
You think you know her name
Thought you'd land in Hollywood
But you in LA County
Land stewards the Tongva
And the Chumash upstream
That's when LA had water
Now the river concrete
First colonized by the Spaniards
They sent missionaries
Most mestizo or mulatto
Means Europe was rapin'
New Spain thought they could get in
In 1821
Called it Alta California
Land of the setting sun
British don't know how to share
Waged war with Mexico
Claimed California, America
And let her people go
The Chinese built that railroad
Then men came searching for gold
Used up they privilege and hope
Most then became drunkards
Lost
Lost, lost, lost, lost
In Los Angeles
Lost
Lost, lost, lost, lost
In Los Angeles
Lost
Lost, lost, lost, lost
In Los Angeles
Lost
Lost, lost, lost, lost
In Los Angeles
You came here to make it
You came here to make it
But will LA break you
But will LA break you
Wagoned women, children in
Misery loves company
More genocide and war
Then came the United States
Ratified questionable
All based upon enslavement
But then this slice of coast
Stated in 1850
In 1876
The railroad reached LA's shores
Little did we know
That would bring Kinney and Tabor roads
By the turn of the century
Anglo pop done struck black gold
Mad racist and trifling
They used up all they water resources
You seen that film Chinatown
That movie cishet as what
One thing it keeps real real
LA been corrupt as fuck
So now the land stewards less
The cops basic terrorists
Black, Brown locked in prisons
Classism segregates us
Lost
Lost, lost, lost, lost
In Los Angeles
Lost, lost, lost, lost
In Los Angeles
Lost, lost, lost, lost
In Los Angeles
Lost, lost, lost, lost
In Los Angeles
Tired of people walking 'round
Running they whole entire mouths
As if they hometown hold the crown
Talking my whole ass city down
What do you know about LA
You just moved here to make it
Claim we shallow and we sin
But, Bitch! Whose city you in
Tired of people walking 'round
Talking my whole city down
Running they whole entire mouths
As if they hometown hold the crown
Tired of people walking round
Talking my whole city down
Running they whole entire mouths
As if they hometown hold the crown
LiLA, please
LiLA, please
Please have some humility
LiLA, please
LiLA, please
Please have some humility
Have some fucking humility
And welcome to Los Angeles
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3. |
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Wake up in the morning
Then I promptly greet my Ori
And tell it of all the things
For which I'm grateful
Greet my Ancestors
Then do my breathing exercises
'Fore I sing
Because my Papa is my Angel
Make tea, face, then shower
Where I take my time to
Contemplate dreams
I remember from the night prior
Pick a fit
Coconut oil on me
Put my shoes on
Exit to the world
And I am just getting started
What you know about it
What you know about it
What you know about it
Started
What you know about it
What you know about it
What you know about it
Bout it
What? What?
Bout it
What? What?
Bout it
What? What?
Bout this body
It ain't just my body that work
It also be my state of mind
Diligently I work at both
My character of consistent kind
You want me to lay this down
Just 'cause you deigned to turn an eye
What you ever come up on
Didn't satisfy you with a lie
You think you entitled
To all this good lookin' I put in
Can't even meet my mind
And you think you'll match me
Skin for skin
The cockacity
Where to begin
What you tell, I already listen
I already listen
I already listen
I already listen
Listen, listen
Bout it
What? What?
Bout it
What? What?
Bout it
What? What?
Bout this body
First
Don't get it twisted
Perception is for the wicked
I gave you a little attention
Don't confuse this pimping
With simping
Was digging that intuition
But your mental got you reaching
I was checking the temp
No need to be deceitful
So please just keep it peaceful
Spoken words like I'm beneath you
We get you we know you equal
These queens and goddesses see thru
I swear to God I believe you
Don't understand why the ruthlessness
We live and we die
No room for all the arguments
Technically why your heart in it
Analyzing the thoughts
No ADHD
But damn yo ass is off
I get it cuz I'm a boss
You can front all you want
I'm looking in your eyes
I can see what you want
That body
I know you want this
Body
Yea, Bundy
Body
You know you want me baby
Bundy be driving you crazy
Bundy be driving you crazy
Bout it
What? What?
Bout it
What? What?
Bout it
What? What?
Bout this body
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4. |
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You invent
You invent
You invent
You invent
You invent
You invent
You invent
You invent
You invent
Power of a God
Power of a God
You invent a problem
By how you perceive it
Then you find how you solve them
By taking ownership
But not everybody wanna
Do what is needed
So we find we get caught up
With personal baggage
You don't really want
You don't really want it
Power of a God
You would just flaunt it
You don't really want
You don't really want it
Power of a God
Power of a God
PrometheU.S.
You don't really want it
Power of a God
You would just flaunt it
PrometheU.S.
You don't really want it
Power of a God
Haunted, haunted
You amuse me
But don't move me
I'm a muse, see
So don't mute me
You confront a problem
By how it comes through
Then you find how you resolve it
By doing the work
But not everybody gonna
Be real as fuck
So we find what we got
Is how we show up
You don't really want
You don't really want it
Power of a God
You would just flaunt it
You don't really want
You don't really want it
Power of a God
Power of a God
PrometheU.S.
You don't really want it
Power of a God
You would just flaunt it
PrometheU.S.
You don't really want it
Power of a God
Haunted, haunted
You amuse me
But don't move me
I'm a muse, see
So don't mute me
I got what I asked for
I got what I wish
Power of a God
Ain't just talking big shit (You amuse)
I got what I asked for
I got what I wish
Power of a God
Ain't just talking big shit (You amuse)
I got what I asked for
I got what I wish
Power of a God
Ain't just talking big shit (But don't lose)
I got what I asked for
I got what I wish
Power of a God
Ain't just talking big shit (But don't lose)
You don't really want
You don't really want
Power of a God
Power of a God
You don't really want
You don't really want
Power of a God
Power of a God
You don't really want
You don't really want it
I got what I asked for
I got what I wish (You amuse, Power of a God)
You don't really want
You don't really want it
I got what I asked for
I got what I wish (You amuse, Power of a God)
PrometheU.S.
You don't really want it
I got what I asked for
I got what I wish (But don't lose, Power of a God)
PrometheU.S.
You don't really want it
I got what I asked for
I got what I wish (But don't lose, Power of a God)
You invent
You invent
You invent
You invent
You invent
Power of a God
You invent
You invent
You invent
You invent
You invent
Power of a God
Power of a God
Power of a God
Power of a God
Power of a God
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5. |
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So what if I'm a fool
So what, am I a fool
So what if I'm a fool
So what, am I a fool
If I say I line my edges
With bee's honey
Baby, would it make you
Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet
On me
Could you believe it
If it was that
I'm your Ace
Risk it all with me, Baby
Don't play it safe
Once you grab my hand
We're going deep
Careful, don't let go
'Cause I'm Pisces Petty
I ain't waiting for you
All the long, long day
Boy, don't play me
I'm no video game
Boy, I'm no video game (I ain't no video game)
I ain't no
I ain't no video game (Whoa, no)
I said I'm no (I said I)
I said I'm no (I said I)
Boy
I'm no video game (I ain't no video game)
I ain't no video game
I ain't no video game
I ain't no video game
I ain't no video game
Don't play me
Whatever
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6. |
The Crown Affair
04:02
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Crown, crown, crown, crown, crown
Crown, crown, crown, crown, crown
Crown, crown, crown, crown, crown
Crown, crown, crown, crown, crown
You thought you were onto something
You thought you were on your way
Because you were rat racing, baby
Yes, you planned to play the game
So you didn't see it comin'
And now you feel hella betrayed
But when 2020 started
It came to rule its days
And it don't owe you nothing
What? You thought you was safe
Because you fell in line
Guess life done raised the stakes
So was it that you fronted
Will you still have it made
Or is it your life's purpose
Depends on being paid
Ain't no precedent
Ain't nobody owed nothing
You want that future
It's hanging in the wind
Don't expect something
Be on the road to it
Age of Aquarius
Volatility is the sitch
Volatility is the sitch
Take the Crown
Hate the Crown
Make the Crown
Want something comforting
A risk you can predict
Said you wish things were "normal"
On your regular bitch
You ain't see the tide come in
Fixate, low awareness
Don't want to pay attention
This why you feel basic
The times they are a-changing
Won't nothing be the same
Nostalgia makes cute movies
But it won't keep you sane
Sorry, is this a buzzkill
Did you want to forget
That Existence made you up
And humans said you ain't shit
Ain't no precedent
Ain't nobody owed nothing
You want that future
It's hanging in the wind
This not personal
It's about the collective
Age of Aquarius
You better master yourself
You better master yourself
You better master yourself
Take the Crown
Hate the Crown
Make the Crown
Should the Earth bend to your will
If you won't bend too
Did you evolve on the Earth
Or Earth revolve around you
You imagined you were owed
You felt like things were due
But if you make the Crown
That Crown will mold you too
Ain't no precedent
Ain't nobody owed nothing
You want that future
It's hanging in the wind
Don't expect something
Be on the road to it
Age of Aquarius
End of the Crown Affair
End of the Crown Affair
End of the Crown Affair
Thought you were onto something
Thought you were on your way
You were rat racing, baby
You planned to play the game
And it don't owe you nothing
What? You thought you was safe
Because you fell in line
Guess life done raised the stakes
Guess life done raised the stakes
Guess life done raised the stakes
Guess life done raised the stakes
Don't expect something
Be on the road to it
Age of Aquarius
End of the Crown Affair
End of the Crown Affair
End of the Crown Affair
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7. |
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I want you to know
I literally came downstairs
Into the closet
To leave this message for you
We can fuck
Or we can not fuck
But do not fuck with me
Because I want that BLEEP
Very, very, very much
And if I can't have it
Then I don't want to be teased with it
Point, blank, period
Okay
Just, be a friend
Or don't be a friend
But don't make a premature decision
Out of your sense of responsibility
And then fuck with me
Because
I can make my own responsible decisions
I don't need a babysitter
I announce these things
So that you would respect my transparency
Not so that you would cut me off at the legs
So either give it to me
Or don't
But don't fucking play
Play
Play
Play
Play
Play
Play
Play
Play
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8. |
Lyin'
06:37
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Wore my heart on my sleeve
And you turned it inside out
Tried to show you my world
But you turned it upside down
Nothing is what it seems
When it comes out your mouth
And even the things you mean
Never come back around
You like a tragedy
And you want me
To be a part of that story
But I got out
Got out
Got out
Got out
But I got out (Got out)
Got out
Got out
Got out
But I got out (Got out)
You like a tragedy
And you want me
To be a part of that story
But I got out
Got out
Got out (But I got out)
Got out
But I got out (But I got out)
Got out
Got out (But I got out)
Got out
But I got out
You like a tragedy
And you want me
To be a part of that story
But I got out, out, out
You never told me it straight
Never gave up no ground
Told me it's just that way
As if you liked the sound
And if you made a mistake
It's almost like they make you proud
So, Baby, what can I say
When you tell me I'm too loud
You don't want me
No, you don't want me
And you couldn't even tell it to my face
Ooo, you cowardly
Ooo, you cowardly
You lyin'
You cowardly
You lyin'
You cowardly
You
You want me to give up the ghost
Well, here's what I say
I ain't never give up
No. Not even today
So you just deal with that
Big ass elephant
Up in this place
And if you turn around now
Please leave without a trace
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You cowardly
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You want me to believe everything you say (please leave)
You cowardly
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You cowardly
You want me to believe everything you say (please leave)
Why you lyin' to me
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You cowardly
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You want me to believe everything you say (please leave)
You cowardly
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You cowardly
You want me to believe everything you say (please leave)
Why you lyin' to me
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You cowardly
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You want me to believe everything you say (please leave)
You cowardly
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You cowardly
You want me to believe everything you say (please leave)
You want, you want, you want
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You want me to believe everything you say (please leave)
But you cowardly
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You want me to believe everything you say (please leave)
But you cowardly
Ooo, you don't want me (please leave)
You want me to believe everything you say (please leave)
But you cowardly
You want me to believe everything you say
You
You
You
You cowardly
You
You so cowardly
You
You so cowardly
You
You so cowardly
You
You so cowardly
You
You so cowardly
You like a tragedy
(You want me to believe everything you say)
And you want me
(You want me to believe everything you say)
To be a part of that story
But I got out
But I got out
(You want me to believe everything you say)
You like a tragedy
(But you cowardly, but you cowardly)
And you want me
(But you cowardly, but you cowardly)
To be a part of that story
But I got out
(But you cowardly, but you cowardly)
But I got out
You like a tragedy
(You want me to believe everything you say)
And you want me
(You want me to believe everything you say)
To be a part of that story
(But you cowardly, but you cowardly)
But I got out
(But you cowardly, but you cowardly)
But I got out
You like a tragedy
(But you cowardly, but you cowardly)
And you want me
(You lyin' to me, you lyin' to me, you lyin' to me)
To be a part of that story
(But you cowardly, but you cowardly)
But I got out
(You want me to believe everything you say)
But I got out
(You want me to believe everything you say)
Ooooo
You so cowardly
Why you lyin' to me
You lyin' to me
Why you lyin' to me
You lyin' to me
You so cowardly
You so cowardly
Ooooo
Ooooo
Ooooo
Ooooo
Ooooo
Ooooo
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9. |
Deal Where I'm At (DWIA)
04:13
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Got my cards on the table
Don't know how I'm able
To know what I know
But they show what they show
I don't see it all comin'
I just get wind of it
Think that help with my road
That's not how the Unknown goes
That's not how the Unknown goes
That's not how the Unknown goes
That's not how the Unknown goes
I gotta deal, I gotta deal, I gotta deal
I gotta deal with where I'm at, I gotta deal with where I'm at
I gotta deal, I gotta deal, I gotta deal
I gotta deal with where I'm at, I gotta deal with where I'm at
I gotta deal, I gotta deal, I gotta deal
I gotta deal with where I'm at, I gotta deal with where I'm at
I gotta deal, I gotta deal, I gotta deal
I gotta deal with where I'm at, I gotta deal with where I'm at
Don't worry where it comes from
Just note where it's relevant
Suspend your disbelief
Tell me what you perceive
Here's the lay of the land
I speak in trance speech
Didn't get what you want
But is it true what I read
I gotta deal, I gotta deal, I gotta deal
I gotta deal with where I'm at, I gotta deal with where I'm at
I gotta deal, I gotta deal, I gotta deal
I gotta deal with where I'm at, I gotta deal with where I'm at
(I gotta, You gotta, We gotta, I gotta)
I gotta deal, I gotta deal, I gotta deal
I gotta deal with where I'm at, I gotta deal with where I'm at
(I gotta, You gotta, We gotta, I gotta)
I gotta deal, I gotta deal, I gotta deal
I gotta deal with where I'm at, I gotta deal with where I'm at
Yes, I'm a soothsayer
Just a truth conveyor
Make no apologies
For sayin' what I see
You want it to be logic
But sense is artistry
'Cause you need what you want
And don't want what you need
You should want what you need
Don't you want what you need
Won't you want what you need
You should want what you need
(Deal, deal, deal, deal, deal)
You should want what you need
Don't get a reading with me
(Deal, deal, deal, deal, deal)
You should want what you need
(Deal, deal, deal, deal, deal)
You should want what you need
Don't get a reading with me
(Deal, deal, deal, deal, deal)
If you don't want what you need
You gotta deal with where you at (Deal)
You gotta deal with where you at (Deal)
You gotta deal with where you at (Deal)
You gotta deal with where you at (Deal)
You gotta (Deal)
Got my cards on the table
Don't know how I'm able
To know what I know
But they show what they show
Don't worry where it comes from
Just note where it's relevant
Suspend your disbelief
Tell me what you perceive
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10. |
Spirits (Interlude)
00:10
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Have mercy upon me
Ancestral spirits
And spirit guides
Spirits of the land
Help me
Help me
Help me
Help me
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11. |
Ancestors/Colonizers
03:01
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They set out to sea
To see what it could be
'Cause they had a need
A hunger to feed
Homeland wasn't a home
So they sought the unknown
Wanting to belong
But they sang a different song
Had it in their minds
Everything I see is mine
That gave them the spine
To commit crime after crime
Some call them Ancestors
While some call them Colonizers
But whatever moniker you prefer
Remember they're humans first
Some call them Liberators
While some call them Devastators
Whichever moniker that you prefer
Your Ancestors laid the groundwork
They thought life was cruel
So they lived by those rules
To us they look like fools
When we could use them as tools
The Quicker Mucker-Uppers
Found out so you don't discover
That terror has no cover
And fear has few true lovers
We had it in our minds
Everything we see in time
Has no relation to our crime
But the results are divined
What you reap
Someone sowed
Stop acting like you don't know
How you got the privilege
To act like you're better
'Cause
Some call them Ancestors
While some call them Colonizers
But whatever moniker you prefer
Remember they're humans first
Some call them Liberators
While some call them Devastators
Whichever moniker that you prefer
Your Ancestors laid the groundwork
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12. |
In My Element
04:03
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I'm not mad
You're not wrong
I'm not sad
You're not strong
These are just the stories
I tell myself
Since you won't say nothin'
'Cause you ain't even know
How to show up
Without being gone
Listen
I am in my element
Ain't no use in comin' in
Unless you can weather the storm
Listen
I'm a beast, no apology
Eye the storm
Or don't fuck with me
Unless
Unless
Unless
I'm not right
You're not true
But you're not me
And I'm not you
These are just the irreconcilable differences
'Cause neither of us
Was mature enough
To settle up
Listen
I am in my element
Ain't no use in lyin'
Because, because I'm done
Listen
I'm a beast, no apology
Eye the storm
Or don't fuck with me
You will remember me
Remember me when I'm gone
Remember (You can weather the storm)
Remember me when I'm gone (Unless)
Remember (You can weather the storm)
Remember me when I'm gone (Unless)
Remember (You can weather the storm)
Remember me when I'm gone (Unless)
Remember (You can weather the storm)
Remember me when I'm gone (Unless)
Listen
I am in my element
Ain't not use in comin' in
Unless
Unless
Unless
Unless
Unless
You can weather the storm
You can weather the storm
You can weather
You can weather
You can
Listen
I am in my element
Ain't no use in lyin'
Because, because I'm done
Listen
I am in my element
Ain't no use in comin' in
Unless
Unless
Unless
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13. |
You Gon' Get (Outro)
01:53
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But as per my post today
Actually, when I started listening
I don't know if I told you this
I started listening (I think I did)
To dialogues with the future self
And, after listening to
Going mad
And recreating yourself
And what I'm realizing
Is, like
What I'm learning in each of these relationships
Whether I know why they work or not
What I'm learning
Is to be more honest
And to not be concerned
With that
You know
It's like, it's one thing
To, you know, tell someone
Something important to you
And then they make a mockery of it, right
Um, not that it's a secret or anything
But, like, to not be received in that way
Um, but, instead I'm just like
Oh, you know
I, I want everyone to know
How I feel about them
When I die
And
If that just means
I say it while it's there
Then, I'm more comfortable with that
Than ever
And it feels more light than ever
And more compassionate than ever
But also, like, accessible
Not from a suffering place
And
Maybe not even from a neutral place
But from a kind of positive place
Where I'm like, yea
I am this way
And, you gon' get this love
Motherfuckers
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Sanyu Estelle Los Angeles, California
Sanyu Estelle is a pigmented, womoonist, cissy, flexible asexual, travel-apt and fashion forward SSJW (Sarcastic Social
Justice Warrior). Born, bred n' buttered in Los Angeles, Sanyu has long held the woowoo job of reading people and now she sings her reads too!
Genres: Rhythm & Pop, Dance, Electronic, Electro-Pop, Neo-Soul, Synth-Pop, Electro, Spoken Word
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